I never wanted this day to come, I would have loved to avoid it and run. But this confession had to come someday, there was no escaping it any way. Many ask me why I laugh so much, most of them consider me mad as such. I have no problem in being called mad, but this self introspection makes me sad. So today I tell you what you will never find, it is about me that you must keep in mind. Because I do not want you to misunderstand, and generalize these lines that I write with my hand, I have many friends and they stay with me, but what they have got into they never see. The reason why I laugh is just to mask, the infinite pain and sorrow so that you never ask. Because reasons ,I shall fail to give, so I ask you to kindly forgive. This so called friend of yours, gives you a chance to walk out right through the doors. To take a path that leads away from me, and escape from this stormy sea. This endless, dark and gloomy well, is the result of my deeds as you can tell. Disappointing most...